Monday, 26 January 2009

• I can't seem to get over him =/

  My ex-boyfriend and I have been together for about 11 months. He was perfect, the most sweetest guy anyone can ever ask for. During the summer he left to China for an program. It was the first time we've been apart for each other, we both thought we could handle it because it was only going to be for two weeks. During his stay, he would call me around 5AM my time, about 10PM his time telling me how much he misses me and how every second he's away he's missing my warm embrace and what not. And I too would tell him how much I miss him. When he comes back from his trip, I could right away tell something was different about him, other than the fact that he had lost some weight. But just his embrace was different. It seemed like he was annoyed or angry and any little thing would tick him off. We arrived at his house and since he was feeling jet lagged, I went home to let him sleep. He spent like 7 hours sleeping then came over to my place. It was unusually silent and every time I asked him a question he would give like one-liners. It felt like he wasn't really into talking to me or being around me. He left my house after only staying about 20 minutes... I didn't get a goodbye kiss or anything. Which I just brush off as nothing. When we talked on the phone, he didn't really want to talk to me and I got kind of mad and I told him, so he said we'll talk about this tomorrow.
  
  So the next day comes, and... he breaks up with me, saying that he had no feelings for me what so ever. That totally caught me off guard because everything was fine between us before he left, we promised each other we would hang out with each other more often cause we were both busy but we were going to try to clear up our schedule. This break-up was out of the blue and totally unexpected.
  
  He seemed to move on quickly, like nothing between us ever happened and it's kind of upsetting me. Do guys try to hide their feelings like this? I mean he's treating me like I've never existed. It's heart breaking because he's the first guy that I've ever felt so comfortable with.
  
  What's a girl to do?
  
  

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